Unit 10-Reflection

  In unit 3 my assessment of myself was: Spiritually a 7
                                                            physically a 7
                                                            Mentally a 9
My expectations of what a Ten requires is what keeps those numbers where they are.  I've been working on those numbers for the past 35 yrs.  A ten to me is perfection.  Spiritually a ten would be to do miracles like Jesus.  Physically a ten would be to look like an olympian.  Mentally a ten would be to have the mental control of a Monk from Tibet.  Actually from my analyse I would say Mentally is a 7 also, there's still to much work to be done to rate it that high.
     All of the things that I listed as activities to reach the goals that I have set for myself in those three areas are things that I made part of my lifestyle when I was young.  I read everything I can get my hands on about; spiritual matters, health, consciousness, and anything that pertains to them.  When Deepak Chopra writes a new book, I order it and read it.  I pray in the Spirit everyday, throughout the day and put pressure on the Spirit to get things done that I have prayed about.  I can only do my part, then I have to get out of the way and let the Lord do the rest, but I found that my time frame on earth and the time frame in the Spirit world are not the same.  Waiting on a prayer to be answered is like waiting for a group of snails to get off the lawn so you don't step on them. 
     I found that if you are more demanding, and expecting, which activates your faith even more, things can happen a lot faster.  Sometimes it does depend on the events and their timing but when the bills are due and they need to be paid, the money needs to come Now!
I meditate daily, use positive affirmations, positive visualization, appreciation, work on walking in Love, use compassion and understanding with people, and I walk each day.
To reach my goals it will take my lifetime. 
     To summarize; When I started this course I had already been doing all that it teaches most of my life.  This actually made it harder for me throughout the course because it was taught with different names and it took me a little bit to translate Dacher's language to the language that i understood.  Then, I wasn't learning anything new, I was going over stuff that I had been practicing for years, so it got kind of boring.  It made it more difficult to do the lessons.  But, doing the course did force me to face the fact that I was using my powers for evil and not good.  The one area that I was allowing to become negative was with my husband.  So I promptly turned that around and started using my positive visualization, appreciation, and walking in Love to turn the beast around.  And it started working right away.  I now have to keep the ball rolling, which I will.